a vow.

I promise that forever will mean exactly that.

Every morning, I will pause, for just a moment, to recall all the reasons I love you.

When I am angry, I will remember the moment when like became love.

When everything is wrong, I will remember how many things have already gone right.

I will be thankful for every sacrifice you make, and let them overshadow everytime I am let down.

Together, we will forgive quickly, and laugh often.

I will treasure you.

I will love you.

Homesick.
Not for the place or the things.
For the people.
For the ones that need me.
And for the ones I need.
And for the ones who were never before 
this important.
I miss you.

Homesick.

Not for the place or the things.

For the people.

For the ones that need me.

And for the ones I need.

And for the ones who were never before 

this important.

I miss you.

he drives me crazy.

Ugh. The things I do for….other.. people. Otherwise known as that awkward moment when you know you’ve lost your mind.

“Go Stephanie or else you will regret it. I know you.”

-Rachel

something positive.

I am happy.

Genuinely.

I have hard days and people that make life more challenging than I would like.

But I am content.

I am living a life that never knows where it is going, but persists with the reassurance that wherever I go, I never go alone.

nothing.

Am I better off dead?

Am I better off a quitter?

They say I’m better off now, 

than I ever was with them.

If they see how bad I’m hurting,

they’ll take me back for sure.

I’m swearing, if I go there now,

I can change thier mind and turn it all around.

I wanted words, but all I heard was nothing.

Nothing.

Am I really that much better now,

than I was with them?